Day 194 - February 14, 2012

Believe it or not, I started typing this post about 5  24-hour periods ago!  What has happened is that YoursTruly lost her cyberconnection at the palace, so that has made it more interesting to come talk to you.

Have you missed me?  I sure have missed YOU.

Let me think.... I thought I had tons of things to tell you......

Well, lately I have had the opportunity to witness how the universe responds immediately (or almost immediately) to those who do not question; to those who let go. And to be honest, I am working towards being able to do this more and more.  Whenever I don't question, whenever I let go, things happen almost immediately.  But when I "work at letting go", things just take longer.

Just today I was thinkiing about this.  Not too long ago I was talking to someone about BlastfromThePast. BFTP is someone that this channel had not seen or heard of for a very, VERY looooooong time.  10 trips around the star... easy! Before I knew it he surfaced out of the blue and contacted YoursTruly. Wow! Amazing, right? That's what I thought! And then, like a well-known Grasshopper would say, "why can't you do that with the things that you really, really want?"  And I got my thinking apparatus working for a little bit longer and thought, he's right, and I can't do that with the things that I really really like, because I feel the absence of them way to strong. I focus too much on the lack of these things. Hence the universe's response. I can hear The Boys laughing and saying: "We hear you focus on TIME. Here, have some more of it!" But when it is something that really doesn't make a difference to me, I am not checking the pulse and I am just thinking nice, positive thoughts about that event or that person, well, it has to happen. The universe MUST bring it to me. Good job, channel.  You're getting there!

Just a few weeks ago I started noticing that my washingtons would be limited this 30-day period.  As time drew near, I started becoming more and more aware of "what was to come."  Well, let me tell you, NOTHING was lacking in my hologram, I was just thinking that the time would come when I would lack.  And so, this month came around and I felt the lack.... hahahaha  I am laughing at myself thinking "And I'm surprised about this?  Why?  I saw it coming!"  The good side of this is that these days of monetary tightness have helped me focus intently on letting go. Purposely.  And I feel FAN-TAS-TIC!  The washingtons have told me they are on their way, I feel so much lighter. But the washingtons are coming because I am letting go.  Isn't that amazing???

Yesterday I was visited by a whole crowd of our little winged friends the butterflies. It was amazing!  As I sat down to meditate before the clear wall, I looked up and saw them flying around the backyard, having sooo much fun!  I also saw some feathery friends of the red kind.  They were drinking at the pond.  Life is beautiful and this hologram, created by you and me, is amazing. It's magical!

On another note, Mr. Buff shall be put as an example of manifesting power.  Remember I told you that he went off to the institution of higher learning leaving Little Miss ChubbyCheeks behind?  Well, that did not feel comfortable to him but he was determined to bring a better future for his clan.  This he did after many many months of trying to find gainful employment and finally giving up.  So now, the universe has responded loud and clear to him, not only has he found gainful employment that will bring him a hefty amount of washingtons, but he will also be able to continue with his higher learning.  See?  It IS possible!

Anyway my friend, thank you for being so loyal and for patiently waiting for me.  You have no idea how much this channel appreciates that!!!

Tons of light to you!

Day 193 - February 2, 2012

Even though the eye curtains are weighing heavily this evening, I had to come here and talk to you about miracles.  Do you believe in them?  I DO! Seriously.  I'm going to tell you a real-life, riveting story, and if you don't believe in miracles when I finish, I'll throw in the towel.

You may remember that a few weeks ago Mr. G had been to see a certain Bonehealer who indicated he needed an intervention of the surgical kind.  This channel had no reason to doubt his studious recommendation, however, something inside kept "pulling me back."  So I decided I would ask for a second opinion.  The particular BoneDoc that I wanted to see was not available for a few months and we finally got an appointment with another well-known Medicine Man.  Today was such appointment.  Everything pointed to surgery.  Mr. G kept telling me "I'm not going to have it," and the very physically-focused part of me kept arguing that it was necessary due to the nature of his injury (a piece of calcium-rich tissue separated completely).  Well, to make a long story short, today we were told that the intervention is not recommended, at least not for the time being, and that he may be able to avoid it completely. In these past few weeks, Mr. G, Ms. Bite and YoursTruly have been playing with energy and happy thoughts about his injury, and even though the problem is still there, the pain is gone and the status of his problem has improved enough to delay intervention. This, my friend, has 'MIRACLE' written all over it!  I'm convinced and Mr. Grasshopper is thoroughly enjoying the opportunities to tell me how much closer than me he is to source! hehehe ... funny.

A lot of good things are happening. The energy moves in funny ways sometimes. For instance, this channel has not been getting many gainful engagements lately, however, today I received a communication indicating that my    hourly rate has increased (GREAT! That means abundance is building, right?). I also have an encounter of the business kind tomorrow, and I may receive an offer for gainful employment.  The nice thing about all this is that my attitude is: "if this channel is going to flow easier with this option: welcome! and if not, nothing has been lost!" I think that's a pretty comfortable place to be in!

Anyway dear friend, I must stop the chattering and go catch some z's.

Catcha later!

Day 192 - January 30, 2012

Have you ever had one of those days?  I mean, one of those days that from the very beginning you know it's going to be a very good day?  Well, let me tell you... yep! Today was one of those days for me.  Nothing way too special about it, just a very, very good day. And the very first sign of this, you may ask? Well, a gorgeous butterfly standing right in front of my red doors, fluttering around the flower pot.

First let me say that I am still in recovering mode from the visit to Diva. Really, seeing her was a breath of fresh air, but leaving her was plenty of not-easy, if you know what I mean.  So much so that the Manager called her from the iron eagle station and YoursTruly could not speak with her on the talking device without my verbal sound breaking down. Yep, I'm a little bit of a wimpy channel. And so? Nothing! I am what I am and I am so glad that I get to feel the contrasts that life provides me with. I live the good and the not-so-pleasant with the same intensity and both provide me with opportunities for growth. Ahhhhhh!!!! DELICIOUS!

It is so nice to come back to the palace and know that Freckles and Tripod were spoiled rotten by LadyLust. I tell you, that LadyLust has earned quite a few brownie points with this channel!

But going back to this day.  It started with Mr. G and YoursTruly traveling on board of the Red Bullet towards his learninghouse.  Mr. G's physical health has been acting up lately and he's faced with the need of a surgical intervention, so we had a conversation about that. He confessed his fear would be of leaving the physical, so that prompted a conversation about sleep and death of the physical body.  We talked about how our bodies "recycle" as we withdraw our attention from them and they become part of the hologram, and how we, our BigMe, never, ever ceases to exist.  He went silent for a little bit and then, very seriously said, "I do understand everything that you said and it makes a lot of sense, but I still want to linger around here for a while longer. Can you ask your friends to make sure of that?"  With that, we laughed and made light of the conversation.

After dropping his skinny anatomy at the learning house, John, Paul, George, Ringo and YoursTruly headed towards the lawhouse, where a very funny Yourbenchman awaited.  By the time I got there, my spirit was soaring from all that singing. The day went by smoothly. I even got a chance to add some verbiage to biblos no. 2 and to change the slippery fluid in the RedBullet during the nutrition break!  Before I knew it, it was time to pick up a very hungry Grasshopper.  This particular Grasshopper was very smiley today as well. We both had a great time on our trip back to the palace.

Oh! I also had an opportunity to talk to Mrs. Yum, who was returning from a trip to the motherland! She had an amazing time. You could feel the high vibration in her voice.  LadyLust was hard at work and Ms Bite was nowhere to be found.  But the Manager has made huge strides. This day she reported having discovered a new trick to life:  being happy is all that matters and she is determined to do it. HURRAH FOR THE MANAGER!!!!

Anyway, that's about all I have to report for this day.  Thank you for your note. You really made me laugh. And thank you for reading me tucked away all the way in your corner of the hologram!!! THIS IS SO EXCITING!

Day 191 - January 27, 2012

I like to wake up in the city that never sleeps. And actually, today I had the opportunity of doing that several times!

But let's start from the very beginning.  The Manager and the Sensible One gifted me with the means to travel and visit Diva in her corner of the hologram. Yes sir-e, they did that. So yesterday, the Manager and Yours Truly boarded an iron eagle early in the morning and traveled to this amazing place. Diva had no clue that I was coming. You should have seen her face when she saw me.  First, the Manager rang the doorbell and entered the dwelling, I was hiding around the corner. after a few minutes, this channel rang the doorbell and Diva, a little annoyed at the interruption of her reunion with her sibling, opened the door to find a smiling channel.  Priceless. I need not say more.

This visit has been heavenly.  Enjoying the company of my two female offspring in this gorgeous urban development has been amazing.  On the other end, I have been a little sleepy. Taking advantage of every opportunity to catch a few z's. Hmmmm!!!! delicious..

This evening we shared evening nutrition with none other than the BillChannel herself!  It was amazing!  Seeing her is like reuniting with my own flesh and  blood. Ahhhhhh!  Like a breath of fresh air.  No one understands what a channel's perspective is better than another channel. So we had a few martini's, ate delicious nutrition and had amazing conversations. THANK YOU UNIVERSE FOR BRINGING SO MUCH FUN TO ME!

Now we are back at the home away from home. I love being with my little offspring (little?  Well, you know, they will always seem young to me!).

Thought I would share this with you. Tomorrow is back to the palace.

Ta-da for now!

Day 190 - January 23, 2012

Today I am celebrating!!!  Diva has completed 25 trips around the sun!!!!  HURRAY FOR DIVA!  And just to prove that the universe adores me, guess what happened?  About 3 weeks ago I sent Diva a package with things that would remind her of the palace and would bring some warmth to her tickler.  As the days went by and she wasn't saying anything, I kept asking subtle questions at first and then frankly inquiring about the mailman. NOTHING.  I'm not going to lie. I felt disappointed and wrote a letter to the package-mailing-system requesting a refund of my insurance.  I had put so much positive emotion in filling out that magic square with things she liked it seemed almost unfair that the universe would play such a dirty trick on YoursTruly.  Well, today I got a call from Diva telling me that the package had arrived today, on the anniversary of her arrival into the hologram, but that's only part of the story.  When she looked at the address, the name of the street was completely wrong! I was about 10 blocks off!  Now tell me this, who, in the city that never sleeps, is going to go around looking for a person called Diva (not literally, no) and happen to walk into the restaurant right under Diva's lair.  Tell me, is this the universe at work or what?  the universe knew just how much I wanted to her to have those items and as soon as I let go and said "OK, I get it. It's not going to happen on my terms.", in came the package. A-MAZING! You can close your mouth now.

I was talking to another being over the talking device the other day, trying to convey to this being just how much magic there is in our daily lives. She insisted: "Of course, if you insist on seeing things like that, of course everybody's life is magical."  HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!!  YESSSSS!!!!   THAT'S IT!  EVERYBODY'S LIFE IS MAGICAL!  We just refuse to see it because we believe that is something for children. It is a thing of the past. It is a dreamer's fantasy. But in all reality, if you choose to the magic in your life, your life will more and more resemble a fairy tale. Me, personally, I loooove fairy tales! hehe

Well, life has been busy around here. Busy and fun. Finished a teaching session last week and this week is full of laboring assignments with yourbenchmen. Thank you Universe!!!!!  I loved the vacation period and I'm ready to make some washingtons!

What else? What else? Hm... I don't know.  I already told you that Picasso SouthoftheBorder is tying the knot. I also told you that theSpanish blog is a hit, and so much fun to write!  I was hesitant to start writing the blog in both languages because I did not want one blog to be a translation of the other, and they aren't. For some reason, different things come to mind as I am writing.  Oooh! Do you think that maybe "the voices in my head" give everyone what they are seeking?  I believe that they do! I loooove those voices!

Gottago.  Mr. G is demanding attention and to be honest, this channel's lovely anatomy is exhausted after a full and productive day.

I love having your company. Thank you for reading!

Day 189 - January 19, 2012

Day 189. Wow!!  the evening of the day previous to this one I spent a little time reading posts in this story. From the very beginning until this day.  I have to tell you that I have grown. I have changed.  In essence I am the same human, the same channel, but in general I am a different being.  As I read post after post, my appreciation for life just grew exponentially.  I just  love being here! I adore this hologram!!!!  And I love the opportunity of sharing my hologram with you! Thank you!

I got "delayed" another day.  Rather, I would say that I got busy living one more 24-hour period on the hologram! So much has happened that I don't even know where to start.  I tell you, things around here can get pretty adventurous.

The day before this one, which when I started this post, by the way, Mr.Grasshopper and I held a conversation of the not-superficial kind.  I had noticed a strange vibration about him and was just waiting for the universe to say "Go!" to get into the subject with him.  Well, as we know, the universe had been there all along and I did not have to bring it out, he did so himself.  He was getting ready to go to his other progenitor's dwelling and was very reluctant about it.  We spoke about making it fun and softening his own thoughts, but he still was not convinced.  Until finally he said: "It's that I feel that something may happen to you while I'm gone."  This just opened the door for YoursTruly to speak about the god that I am (you too, don't roll your eyes!). We also spoke about how you are only vulnerable when you believe that you are.  Then I brought his attention to all the things that this channel does that are symptoms of the opposite of vulnerability (a wonderful opportunity to rub this channel's ego, by the way!).  After a few minutes, he turned around and said: "you know something?  As we were talking about all the things that make you the way you are, I literally felt the anxiety dissipate. Wow! This "stuff" really works!"

More news, well Mr. Buff did as promised!  He is at the institution of higher learning!!! WOOHOO FOR MR. BUFF!!!  And now that he has let go, the universe is placing a silver platter at his feet. hehe.  I love how that never fails!

On another note, also huge news around my hologram, guess who's tying the knot?  Well, PICASSO DOWN THE BORDER himself!!!!! Isn't that amazing?  I am sooo happy for him. And the best thing is that he has chosen the day after the anniversary of my arrival into the hologram to make it formal!!!  Good, what am I saying?  EXCELLENT omen!!!!

Today is the last day of the learning session that YoursTruly is teaching.  I have enjoyed this group of beings tremendously as they come from all walks of life in the hologram. I'll tell you more about them on another post.

For now, know that I am here. Excited to talk to you. More and more excited about the miracles that I witness in my hologram, and looking forward for what is to come.




Thank you for sharing your success with me. I tell you, this funny thing called the power of focus does work.  You can actually go from thought to manifestation. Read my book!  It tells you how!