Day 166 - October 31, 2011

Dear Friend,  yes, I know, I have been MIA for a while, haven't I? I figure you would want me to tell you about the juicy stuff going on, so I waited a little bit in order to gather some juice. hehehe!!! GOTCHA!  I don't have much "juice", but I do have a lot to be grateful for.  For starters, I have been visited by butterflies every single day. And not only one, but many.  Even today, as I was in the middle of a sea of vehicles that would not flow, one came and did some summersaults right in front of me.

Let me just start by saying that last week was a blur.  After my posting of the first day of the week, things just went crazy, some spiraled down, others spiraled up, others left and right but things were a-spiraling all over the place! After Mr. G's and Yours Truly's day under the weather, my energy just kept crawling down.  I received a call from the place of gainful contracting.  The person on the other line, let's just say she was expressing her extreme unhappiness for me not showing up at the lawhouse. That just brought my vibes down a notch (I know, I know, it was my focusing on it, not her doing, but still, didn't feel good at all).

Anyway, I  looked past it and got busy doing other stuff. Like teaching! OMG, this group was a-mazing!  This class was in H-town and the participants (all 18 of them!) were from many different corners of the hologram (which, by the way, is not square, so cannot have corners). Now THAT was a great experience!  There were about 12 different languages spoken in the room. Talk about diversity! It was sooo much fun.  I am happy to say that I made a new friend (I made many new friends actually, but this one in particular is one of those that don't come around that often!).  From now on we shall call her Miss BBC.

What else?  Well, we've got a pretty proud Mr. Grasshopper around here.  He scored a ball-in-the-net and now there is no living with him!  Oh-oh-oh, I have to tell you!  How could I forget!  Well, you see, Mr. G is attending a learning house of the religious kind, so he has had an opportunity to learn about the greatness and the limitations of religion and compare it to what The Boys teach through YoursTruly. Well, today, as we were sitting in traffic we were talking about religious rites in general, when he turns around and says:  the Greeks used to believe there were many gods, right? "Right" I said. And other religions believe there is one god that is everywhere and is also inside of me, right? "Right again," I said.  'So if god is inside me and around me, how can he punish me?'  Said a very pensive hopper. "It doesn't make sense, does it?" I inquired. "There's no wonder why people don't understand their own religions mom, they don't really know how it all works! I think the Greeks were not all that lost, only they did not realize that all of those gods were themselves. The people of the world. How silly!"  I took this opportunity to ask him what he believed was true. And to this, he just calmly said "Well, I believe that I am part of god, because I know for a fact that I have created my own life.  Just look at how I got in the soccer team!"  That was it. That's all it took for me to laugh and say "You know what?  It has taken me a few decades of living and almost 4 years of channeling, to reach the conclusion that you so naturally expressed." aaaahhh!  THAT was delicious!

Today I went to do some labor at the nosocomium where I used to render my services. It is so nice to be among people you care about!  It's funny to think that used to be my life.  I just can't think that way anymore. But I do appreciate tremendously the opportunity to work there every now and then. It is enjoyable!

Today I feel specially good.  I just have this calm and relaxed feeling about me.  I am enjoying it to the fullest! Oh yeah!

Well friend, don't think that i don't want to talk to you, it's just that sometimes I don't have much to say.
Thank you for writing and for reminding me that you DO like to read me!  I so appreciate you. ALL of you!

Night-night!

Day 165 - October 25, 2011

After the storm....  my, oh my, oh my!  Have these been the most adventurous two days in a while or what?  have you ever, after a particularly contrastey day, thought: let's start this day all over again?  Well, that's about how it felt to me the day before this one.

First, picture this:  this morning (at ungodly hours) I am working on my super-early-over-the-talking-device job when I hear Mr. G speaking in a very loud voice (it's actually not called "speaking" if you know what I mean) and banging on the wall, so I get off the talking device to go see what was going on.  What I found was not pretty. Mr. G was feeling not-healthy-at-all and proof of that could be found on every surface of my bathing room. The poor thing was miserable!  So I tended to Mr. G, loved on him like all mother hens do with their chicks and threatened the universe to make him all better.  I should have known that was not the trick!  He did not get much better. In a few words, I had to go to the lawhouse because nobody could cover for me so I asked Mr. Buff if OK to bring Mr. G over to spend the day.  He graciously agreed and so I dropped a pretty weak Mr. G at the Buff's lair.  By the time I got to the lawhouse I started feeling not so good myself, but nothing like Mr. G. I was able to pull together and work like if I knew what I was doing!  Mid afternoon I see that Mr. Buff had been desperately trying to reach me, so I called him back and was told that Mr. G was unable to move his extremities!  OMG, well that did it. I informed Your Mr. Benchman of the situation and left to pick up a pretty scared Mr. G.  By the time I got there he had calmed down. Poor Mr. Buff had eyes the size of Jupiter!  The Hopper had given him a nice scare!  As I spoke to Mr. G's medicine man I was told he had lost the fluids inside his body. So that was easy. We replaced them and Mr. G started feeling much better in a matter of hours.
 Not so good for YoursTruly who crashed and burned and could not even move for many 60-minute intervals!  it was touching to see how Mr. G took care of YoursTruly. As he was feeling better and I was going on the opposite direction, he kept saying, "now it's my turn." Don't you just love that boy?  I certainly do!

Yeah, I know, all of this sounds like whining, but it was really not funny. I promised to give you a true account of the life of this channel and of course, this is part of it.

I had time today to think about disease and stress.  Mr. G has been stressing out quite a bit about learning and sports and it made sense to me that he would have fallen ill.  In my case, I have also been going through contrast and focusing on things that I have no business focusing on! Really.  Why in the world should I spend time worrying about the future when I should know that the future is taken care of by my thoughts and actions of today. So I should know better and be more hopeful about things to come. And hopeful I should be as many doors seem to be cracking open for me right now.

One of the things that had me, not really "worried" but a little "concerned", was the workshop in the Great Tenochtitlan.  Deep down inside, or somewhere in the back of my brain, I could not stop wondering if I was going to be able to make it.  So today I decided to leave it to the universe. I decided to let go and let the universe take care of it. And today I got word that more tickets have been sold. So.... the universe is always listening, like The Voice used to say.

And speaking about The Voice, I had not been thinking much about him in a long time and just yesterday he came up in my thoughts. All of a sudden.  I heard the famous: "Hello beautiful!" out of nowhere.  It always gets me by surprise, I swear.  I was walking down the street to the lawhouse and I heard it loud and clear.  I stopped dead on my tracks and looked back to see who was talking. Of course, I should have known that nobody physical was there.  It was just another reminder of the universe telling me how we are all one. How the universe is paving my way and how everything will be A-OK.

Oh!  But I forgot why it was important to tell you my whole story about the illness!!!!  Well, last day of the sun, Lord 1 and Lord 2 invited Mr. G and I for delicious nutrition at their castle (just next door, by the way).  They had a nice group of people gathered around the table and funny enough, one conversation was about how single mothers with children struggle when their children are young, get sick and they have to leave work to care for them.  I even mentioned: "Well, Mr. G used to be kind of sickly but that's a thing of the past. I haven't had to leave work to take him to the MedicineMan in a very long time."  Spoke to soon, Channel. Spoke too soon.

Now we are all better. Mr. G is delighted to see that he lost more weight and happy to know he is going back to the learning house the day after this one.  I am also glad to know I will be able to labor tomorrow at the lawhouse with one of my favorite YourBenchMen. Life is good.  A great lesson has been learned. Relax. Take it easy.  It's not worth the worry!

Hope you are smiling!

Good night, sleep tight. Don't let ... you know how it goes :)

Day 164 - October 22, 2011

This day was definitely packed with activity.  First of all, I woke up at the ungodly hour to do some work over the talking device.  After that was done it was time to take a quick rain session and dart off to take a very sleepy Grasshopper to Mr. Buff's house.  Having done that, I continued my journey to a home-away-from-home for a morning of learning with Speakeasy, and that's where it all started...  

You know, I am geographically-challenged.  I believe that I came to this hologram with a pretty messed up compass.  Now, being the responsible being that I am, I made sure that I had specific directions on how to get to the event location. Only I chose the wrong location. So I got there, parked the Red Bullet and rushed inside only to find out that was not the right place! (Stop rolling your eyes...)  There I go, now I was going to be late, I thought.  Thanks to the Universe that completely loves and adores me, I got there and things were not completely setup, so there was time enough for me to help out some. You see? Being one of the organizers it was embarrassing being late!

The instruction was entertaining and very useful and after that was done I proceeded to a trading post to acquire a present for my dear friend who was tying the knot.  I was so proud of myself when I found the perfect gift at a reasonable amount of Washingtons!  I was very proud of my transaction!

Then I geared my direction towards Mr. Buff's lair, where I found a smiling Ms. ChubbyCheeks! OMG  You would absolutely loooove that little one! So connected with who she really is! And she can sense the presence of The Boys.  It's funny, whenever YoursTruly is around little ones, I feel that The Boys are so much more present. They kind of 'linger' around, having fun with beings that still remember being powerful creators! And the little ones sense their presence. The experience is absolutely delicious!

Thank you Mr. Buff for allowing me to share her image here!  I normally won't share images of real beings, but she is so adorable that I wanted you to see whoI was talking about!!!

Grandma Dynamite and PrettyEyes were there as well. Mr. G apparently had a great time sharing the morning hours with them!

After that, we came to the palace.  YoursTruly was going to take a few moments to slumber, but I did the wrong thing.... I sat in front of SuperOldFaithful (remember, this is OldFaithful's grandma...) and realized there were many things that "needed" to be done, so I did them.  

After that, Mr. G and I went out for nutrition and for him to buy a head cover. We then stopped at Ms Bite's nest to drop off some squares for her move and then it was back to the palace for YoursTruly to finish some work.  It was all good!

Oh!  I almost forgot!!!  Did I tell you that two days ago my butterfly came in the mail?  It DID!!!  Mrs. SingSoul from California sent me this gorgeous white butterfly that is now flying in my living room!  And speaking about my little winged friends, they have been coming around to greet me every day.  Just this morning, as I was coming out of the event, there was a gorgeous little friend standing right on top of the Red Bullet... inside a large parking room!

Anyway my dear, I am so glad that you are reading me.  I hope you enjoy your day just as I plan to enjoy mine.

Ta-da for now!

Day 163 - October 20, 2011

You thought I had forgotten about you, didn't you?  Well, how silly can you get?  I have not forgotten about you.  I have been busy enjoying a long succession of "nows" and the days and nights just seem to dance by in front of my very own eyes.

So you are probably thinking:  "wow, this channel must be living life in the fast lane!"  I wouldn't say I am driving on the fast lane, but I can definitely tell you I must be on the freeway, because there have not been any stop signs along my way! hehehe  Life is sooo good!

Let me just start by telling you that things are exactly where they are supposed to be. I feel perfectly fine, and I am actually excited about what is to come.  What, you asked? Well, don't be hasty!  I don't know yet!  Big Me knows it but hasn't made my physical self aware of that information.  I just know it is coming.  The Boys say that when you can feel the excitement and can almost taste the flavor of success, it is because it's about to knock on your door. Well, that's exactly how YoursTruly has been feeling lately!  Excited about my imminent success! Would you like to join me?  I figure that the more of us that are excited, the sooner it will get here!!!

I just realized that I have to hop on the Red  Bullet and travel towards Mr. G's learning house.  Hang in there, I will continue our conversation upon my return.

A few hours later.......  hehehe, things always seem to work out that way. You think you will be back within a certain amount of 60 second time periods only to realize that there are a myriad of activities waiting for you! hehe.

But the most important thing is that I came back with a very happy (and HUNGRY!) Grasshopper. So the first task at hand was to prepare the evening nutrition while Mr. G proceeded to clean his athletic anatomy.

And speaking about Mr. G, this day as we were sitting in the stillness of the automobile stampede that ceased to move, Mr. Grasshopper had one of his moments of pure brilliance.  We were talking about how much he likes and enjoys this learning house, when the conversation inevitably moved to how much he disliked the previous learning house, and then he said:  you know something? Things happen for a reason.  If I had not lived the experience at that other learning house; if I had not felt so uncomfortable with the institution and my peers at that place, I would have never appreciated the experience I am living right now as much as I do.  He then proceeded to make the same remark about his experience with the Grinch in relation to his experience with Yours Truly.  "If I had never lived with him full time, I would have never appreciated you as much as I do now."  Ladies and Gentlemen, I rest my case.

Mr. G and YoursTruly have our share of disagreements, but one thing is for sure, that boy has a pretty firm grip on life.  He is certainly benefiting from being around The Boys!

After enjoying our delicious nutrition tonight, we realized that we had two very hungry furry friends and no pet nutrition to give them. So there we went again in search of pet nutrition.  We are now finally back and hopefully that was "it" for this evening.

Tomorrow will be a day full of laboring activities.  First I will go to the lawhouse to work for Your Benchman. This particular Mr. Benchman reminds me of a character in a children's program. Therefore, from now on he shall be known as Yourbenchman Mr. Roberts II. After that, I have been invited to spend a few hours of gainful activities at the nosocomium where I used to spend all of my working hours.  Fun, uh?  Later in the evening, after having collected Mr. Grasshopper from his learning house, we will travel to Mrs. Yum's  for an evening of great food and conversation. That's what I call fun!

The time has come to have a tete-a-tete with the fluffy.  I will speak with you again soon.  Thank you for staying in touch. Thank you for, how did you put it? "Patiently waiting for news about YoursTruly!"

Nighty-night-night!

Day 162 - October 15, 2011

Well, I am happy to report that I am back at the palace.  It is so nice to be back to my magic grounds (which by the way, have been restored to their magical nature after the weather cooled down just a little bit).

Last night when I got to the palace I was greeted by a pretty ugly-smelling palace.  What happened was that the cooling box decided to take a break.  This is actually a good thing becasue it needed to be examined by a cooling-box physician since a couple of months ago, and now, it will have it's check-up and things will be fine and dandy!  The unfortunate part was that YoursTruly had to spend some time disposing of the nutrition inside, which had already lost it's nutritional value, by the way!

Other than that, life is soooo good.  This morning I stopped sleeping early, meditated and then did my early morning work. After that I stepped into the magical grounds and enjoyed a few moments of pure appreciation with me, with nature, with everything that surrounded me.  I enjoyed listening to the feathery friends who were just starting their day.  One feather friend of the cardinal kind, stood on a branch not too far from me, and sang there for a little bit.  I could tell he was greeting the new day.  Later a couple of butterflies came by to make all of us jealous of their beauty!  That brought memories of Mr. and Mrs. Convert's home away from home and of the gorgeous white butterflies that play in their grounds. Ahhh!  Memories!  Remembering is living it all over again! And as we do, we bring back the feeling of that which we remembered and raise (or lower) our vibration to that place.  I much prefer raising mine.  How about you?

Oh, oh, oh!!!! I almost forgot, Mr. Grasshopper wants to thank all of you for the positive vibrations sent his way.  He was selected to chase the ball with his learning house team and I cannot tell you of a prouder hopper on this hologram! 

Today, I will join the Manager and the Sensible One in packing nutrition for others.  It should be fun.  After that, I will pick up OldFaithful's mother from the cyberdoctor and then off to Miss Bite's for an evening of interaction with her and Grandma Dynamite (a.k.a. LadyLust).

Currently, I am sitting right in front of the clear wall. I am watching Tripod and Freckles chase rodents of the furry tail kind.  You can just feel the fun they are having!

I am so appreciative of my life. I am in one of those moods. I am feeling tons of appreciation for you, for me, for everything that I experience. I am so glad that you and I decided to take this trip into the hologram together!

i hope the celebration of your arrival into the hologram is unique!

Ta-da for now!

Day 161 - October 12,2011

Yeee-haw Pardner!  Hello from deep in the heart of Texas!  I happen to be visiting this lovely urban location for the purpose of teaching. Yep! Got that right! Teaching!  My group is conformed of beings from countries that I don't speak their spoken words.  It's all good. I am using all my creative resources just to prevent them from falling into the world of z's!

Anyway, travelling over here on the day before this one gave me an opportunity to think a lot and to have conversations with The Boys. I love having the oppotunity to speak to them out loud. When you channel, the answers don't always come straight because your mind is participating in the process, however, the more you practice letting go, the faster those answers come to you.  I just love knowing that BigMe is always there with me, guiding me, shedding light at every step of the way. Many times I do not see the light until later, when I realize that it had always been there.I am very hopeful of the future. I know that all my dreams are flowing towards me, all the time. I am excited and looking forward to greeting them with open arms!

So that's about that. Not much more to report, I'm afraid.  Now I will get some nutrition, write a little bit and confer with the fluffy as the day after this one will be another full day of work!

So nice to read your emails. Thank you!